I am not good at shopping. I hate shopping it kills lot of time… in my whole life i spent very less time on shopping.
I don’t go to big shopping malls it kind of irritates me… window shopping has no place in my life.
I don’t feel comfort when i go to big malls… it drops my confidence level don’t know why..
when i want to buy.. i will chose mini malls , as i finished my work returning to my hostel…
(office in Begumpet and hostel in SR Nagar, I walk from office to hostel everyday.)
So i was listening to music on my mobile., when i reached near to Sathyam theater
Students are returning from institutes , two women are bargaining with street vendor…,
A young kid asking her father to buy her ice cream… her mother warning husband to not to buy it… it’s winter ,
Young couples are walking holding hands…
An old man is begging with starving eyes… (some times i feel guilty that i don’t have money to give them .. but not this time)
another two child beggars asking money from the people who are waiting at Theater
probably they are waiting for second show…
and a boy and girl arguing while eating their fast food…
Then i thought i would buy a t-shirt..
so i went to street vendor to buy t-shirts… as i can barely listen to him… because of two reasons
one is that i was listening to music and second is that bunch of girls are also shopping at another shop.. beside that,
he said something… i nodded , and i was watching tees and girls simultaneously
they are smiling at me.. Girls smile at you… two times
1. when they like you
2.when they think you are a fool.. (“I am”)
Gradually i found that they are laughing at me… I picked a t-shirt he said Rs.200
i was bargaining to Rs.150 i was checking that whether it suits me or not…
this time i heard they are laughing loudly…
So i removed my head phones
I said him ” I am not gonna pay more than Rs.150 ”
He yelled like “These are ladies Tee’s… i am not going to sell these to you..I’ve been telling this since you got here… you with your f@#$%^ng head phones… “
You know “I hate F*******ng shopping… “.
Yesterday i watched “sagara sangamam..” movie.. , you know i have seen that movie more than 10 times before..
but this time i felt something different.. This time i closely observed Balu’s character…(Kamal hasan)
one thing that hit me… is who ever you may be… what ever you do… life will decide what you are..!
Okay stay with me on this.. think that you are the captain of the ship.. you command whole ship , but when storm hit’s your ship..
things will change..
you can’t control your ship… may you are the most self confident , powerful , intelligent , and talented captain but
it doesn’t matter , from then on wards storm will control your ship… it’s up to storm to hit your ship to make you reach shore or sink it…
Got it… I mean.. if you think you have talent but no one recognizing you, don’t worry you can’t do anything about it..
Do what ever you are doing..! recognizing you is Other’s perspective it’s not in your hands… If you worry about that you will fall apart..
Let’s get back to the ‘balu..’ he is very talented dancer… he want to become a professional dancer that’s it… learning dance is in his hands..
but want to be professional dancer..? it ls not in his hands.. others got to tell that he is professional , he had his plans that he will become good dancer since he had
extraordinaty skills.. but he wanted to prove himslef in way that he chose… It keeps him away from films…
(he reject to dance in movies.. ) then Madhavi(Jayaprada) finds his talent.. want to encourage him so she arranges him to perform in a big
program so that he will become a proffessional and his talent will be introduced to the art world
Ship is his control.. all he wanted is that his mother presence at the program.(still in his hands…)
exactly before two days to his program his mother died of illness… (hit the storm.. )
he loses his control over his ship storm took the control unfortunately it sank his ship
That’s it… Since then he never wanted to become professional , he became alcoholic… he passed away like a average stupid man..
Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that
– George Carlin
Yes That was George Carlin , i met him in youtube 5 months ago. That was a boring day I opened ‘ youtube’ and typed ‘best comedy’ in search box .. That’s how i met him… from then i just followed him… he became my guru , mentor, philosopher,and teacher he taught me so many things , gradually I became his disciple , he talked about everything , he pointed out stupidity of humanity… especially , he criticized our system and society by using both side sharpened knife called ‘comedy’. The best thing that he ever said that “There are no bad words, only bad thoughts we have.. “
I decided to dedicate my first post to this great person even though he won’t agree it..